Autism Creative

Poem: They Called Me a Vulture1 min read

When Leza was bullied for standing up for survivors of sexual abuse, they turned the abuse on its head by forging a symbolic connection with an oft-maligned but useful animal, the vulture.
A black vulture flies away, wings outspread, through a clear blue sky.  Photo by JD Leza.
Editor’s note: Content warning – This poem contains graphic imagery and allusion to sexual assault.  Reader discretion advised.

They called me a vulture because I believe survivors.

That’s fine. 
I will be the vulture. 
I will pick apart the rotting meat that infects society with its disease.

First I will consume the rape apologists. 
I will start with their eyes. 
They are blind to abuse, so surely that is where the rot starts.

I will proudly soar over the landscape,
wearing not a single feather on my head
so that I can plunge
my beak
in and tear the rot from this world.

I will be one of the biggest birds in the sky. 
People will mistake me for a hawk. 
They will point,
They will shudder,
because they know I go where they could never,
and not only did I survive,
I will thrive
and grow stronger each time
I erase the rot and suffering and destruction
that others left unwitnessed.

They will fear me
and see me as an omen,
They know when they die,
I will be there to feast,
to look inside them where none others have gazed,
then clean their corpse
and return their savagery and crimes to the ecosystem. 

I will restore the earth to balance
after the crimes they have rationalized and romanced
by not shying away
from the thick and bloated trauma stench.

And I will not be alone, we will never be alone,
because vultures live together,
pair-bond apparent as we float the air currents.

They called me a vulture, because I believe survivors.



They were right.

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